28 September 2015
Castrojariez
Yoke 101
Today was a delightful walk. It was just 20km in cool,
comfortable weather with just one stiff climb of 150m. My knee still aches, but it was blister
problems again. My second toe, “The little piggy that went home,” developed a
blister and swelling that nearly doubled the size of the toe. It was a tender bag of bright red fluid. A kind couple from France lent me some
assistance and supplies. Lancing,
ointment, and bandages should prepare me for a strenuous climb first thing in
the morning.
My reflection today was a familiar one, Matthew 11:28-30.
“Come to me, all who labor and are heavy burdened, and I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart: and
I will give you rest. For my yoke is easy, and my burden light.”
A common attention in this scripture is to the image of a
“yoke.” It is easy to imagine an oxen
yoke, but one that is easy? I did learn at one time that a farmer will use mud
to create a cast of the oxen’s shoulders so that he can cast it to fit
perfectly to that oxen’s form. The
burden would be easier to manage because the burden is perfectly fitted to its
shoulders. Perhaps our burdens are
fitted to our exact capacity as well?
The again, what I spent more time contemplating is a piece
of Hebrew background. The teachings of a
particular Rabbi will include his added interpretations, or “yoke” of the
scripture. Such as in this example, “Love the Lord your God with your whole
heart, your whole soul, and with all of your being.” Rabbi Rabiniwisz’s “yoke” may
add that it includes doing what he adds as his list of must do’s. Rabbi Shabac’s
“yoke” might agree in part but add his list of another four must do’s. Before long, the expectations of a single
line in scripture grows and grows into such a monstrous load.
Jesus’ message is a relief. For his “yoke,” is easy. Some scripture scholars propose that the
entire bible could be distilled into just two words: love and mercy. Easy. I’ve
contemplated this proposal and it rings true in my reflections of every story
and message in the scripture stories from Genesis to Revelation. Each one illustrates an essential element in
God’s DNA: love and mercy. His “yoke” is easy when our relationship with Him is
viewed through that lense.
This Rabbi Jesus is unlike other teachers. There is no long list of expectations. There
is no power of knowledge over you. He exudes a gentle authority born of meek
and humble love. The heavy burdened are
those He wishes to teach how to be powerful in meekness and humility. His “yoke” speaks of selling all to the poor,
go and sin no more, are you not more valuable than the sparrow. Power is a
silent dynamic force of surrender to a Father that knows what good things to
give to his children. We become the lost lamb that the good shepherd searches
and brings back on his shoulders while rejoicing over finding it.
Rabbi Jesus’ “yoke” is wrapped in the stories and images of
the mighty power of meekness and humility. And the good news is that living His
“yoke” brings rest to the burdened. If I
am restless, perhaps it is because I’m wrapped in matters outside of true
meekness and humility.
Rest. The knowledge gained from Yoke 101 brings rest.
The imagination of this course rambled through my thoughts
today. They also played out in a recent
experience on the Camino. The night
before I rejoined a few who I met at the communal albergue in Burgos, the one
with the prayer service. A delightfully
friendly and deeply spiritual young lady, Winnie, had cooked food at our
albergue using pots and pans from the albergue across the street where she and
the others were staying. She found our
group and made a pleasant offer, almost plea, for us to follow her back where
they had cooked enough food for all four of us. What a blessing to have a home
cooked, yummy meal like a big Camino family. We chatted, told fun stories, unpacked
new stories our lives, and did the cleanup.
I offered to help carry the pots and pans back to the
kitchen of the albergue where she borrowed them. That is when a full blown drama
erupted. The owners of the albergue, in mass, confronted Winne. It was a family
owned operation and all of the members, husband/wife, grandparents, siblings,
etc. had a piece of their mind to share, a very livid, angry piece. Winnie
stood in a complete dumbfounded stupor over their fury. My hillbilly Spanish
made out the source of their irritation. When people use their utensils to
cook, especially for others, it removes meal orders from their little
restaurant. Less orders and less sales means less income for them to care for
their family. The borrowing of their utensils was seen as a threat to their way
of living.
I understood more the passion behind their shouts, whereas
Winnie only saw and felt their intense anger.
What of Jesus’ “Yoke” could I apply here? This was the best I could imagine to do. I
stepped between the impassioned Spanish clan and Winne and offered repeated soft
and gentle comments, “Si, si, Senora. Yo comprendo. Yo comprendo la problemas. Los siento. Muy
siento.”
At first it didn’t matter. Each member felt a need to
express their reason for anger. What I read of the situation is that they each
needed to be understood. They needed for us to really feel the depth of
reasoning why they were offended.
There is a love language of an apology, and I’ve learned
that just a quick, “Sorry,” not only further angers and hurts the offended, but
it ignites long lasting bitterness. The love language to the apology I used was
to try to express that I understood how the act of using their utensils was
wrong and the threat it was to their family’s income. Adding all the body language and humility I
could express, I turned right to the most offended, fuming-mad woman right in
the eye and said in soft, humble sincerity, “Lo siento, Senora. Lo siento.”
Winnie stood just a step behind me solemn faced. Shortly
thereafter, the emotions of all in the showdown vaporized bit by bit. Thank God, I got it. These Spaniards work
from before sunup to prepare simple pilgrim breakfasts. They clean up after they leave, check a new
troop in by late morning, then serve meals and drinks until late into the
evening. Then they clean up and bring in new supplies into the evening. Their
kids play games and run around the albergue lost in the hustle of their parents
frantically trying to run the business. There is no time for family time. These
pilgrim hosts were those who “labor and are heavy burdened.” Lacking this
insight, it could have been a “What’s the big deal?!” reaction on our part.
Gratefully this attitude did not surface.
For I witnessed the progression of a burdened soul to meekness to then
to the gift of rest. It was the
courageous baby step from a lesson in Yoke 101.
What we can ask of ourselves are these questions.
Who do I know who is heavily burdened? Are they overloaded
with work?
What part of their burden can I offer to carry? And not this
kind of offer, “Let me know if there is anything I can do to help.” NO! Say,
“Let me do this for you. . . . .” Be proactive and operate outside of the
comfort zone. People don’t want to
impose by asking for help, but they are overwhelmed by act of generous time and
sacrificial efforts.
What language of meekness and humility can I practice in my
conversations? Perhaps you find yourself in one of those surprising moments
when a gentle response is one you’re grabbing for. Consider a meek and humble
response in advance like one would prepare a special prayer.
Am I at rest or restless with myself? Contemplate becoming more like a little child
at rest in his momma’s gentle tuck or his daddy’s big strong arms. Rest is the
gift of growing more unburdened.
His “yoke” is easy. Perhaps we make it so heavy.
In His grip,
Deacon Willie, DW
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